Update

My last post (before the most recent one) was all about my 'new life'. 'New' being the most important word for me then. 

Since I posted that, SO MUCH has happened. 

For one, I'm no longer at that nursery for several reasons: I felt I was poorly treated, the amount of work I was doing was absolutely not worth getting paid under the national minimum wage and it was not run well and they 'hired too many people'. The staff there were nice enough but I left there feeling much worse than I had before I started. There was a point where I made myself physically ill just to be able to leave. I hit a breaking point and I knew I couldn't handle it. As much as I didn't enjoy my time there, it was absolutely a learning experience. I learnt that I had a breaking point and that I should never push myself to its limits again. 

After that, I kinda drifted. I pulled myself together, had a Christmas, had a birthday, went on my first trip alone, got a job I actually enjoy and even got my braces off. 

That's the last few months in a nutshell. 

This month, I'm focusing on myself instead of guys who don't care. 

I'm looking forward to channelling Taylor Swift for the next few months. By that, I mean, getting fit, spending more time with my beautiful girlfriends, working on what's important to me (singing, dancing and acting) and exploring the world as much as I can. 

Jessica, 

xoxo